Finally...

Finally, A levels is over!!!
No more Exams!!! For 3 months... till i start medicine... but... na ya!!

Dunno when will our results come out,
praying for ABB, condition for me to get into IMU...
din feel very good for chem,
we'll see!!

3 months of nothing to do,
looking for a job,
have not had any job experience till now,
mom say that i should go get tortured a bit.

my thoughts

just some words to rationalize my actions.

studying doesn't mean that you cannot have fun,
and having fun doesn't mean that you don't study,
i think these 2 things should always come with one another,
if someone just study and never have fun,
yes you can have very good result but you won't have a life.
but if you just playing around and never study,
your life would be wonderful, at that time and you'll have to suffer when your parents are not giving you pocket money anymore.

when you go out for meals,
if the food is to much you can't finish it and your frens can't help you,
why not just leave it there?
why force yourself to finish it?
ya ya you can say that we shouldn't waste food,
but you pay to enjoy, shouldn't end up suffering.
if you really wanna help, just donate more money to charity.

few things that happened

nothing so special these days,
toke A2 Maths papers, was alright.

received offer letter from IMU,
conditional offer, asked for ABB(A levels).
thought my interview sucked though.
may be just luck, dunno...

meet with Sabine and York today,
ate sushi and went shopping a lil bit,
nice to see them after 1.5 years.

next exam will be on 5.11, chem 5,
should study hard...

and one of my fren's mom got 4th stage cancer,
hope my fren can make through the exam,
it's really a bad time for her to know this.
wish her luck.

Expectations

My life is very miserable now!!!

have no idea how i can get A for bio in A2,
don't know how to do the questions!!!
not that i don't study,
i studied, quite a lot,
but i just don't know how to do the questions!!!

shouldn't show that you're good in something,
coz people will start to expect you to be good everytime,
and if you fail to reach that point,
people will think negative about you,
even if you actually tried hard,
and just can't do it...

don't like to be good!
don't like competition!
don't like to be expect to be good!!!

na ya,
just wish me good luck.

A2 trial

haha!

A2 trial result is out!!
9 am in the morning, my phone rang, it's a message,
half woken, the message says "I got 2b for maths and bio, A for chem..."

hop out of my bed, rush to my laptop, sign in to the portal straightly.
haha! i saw something that i did not expect to see.

Expect:
CHEMISTRY C
MATHS B
BIOLOGY D

Result:
CHEMISTRY A
MATHS B
BIOLOGY C


Happy enough.

i thought Chem would be worse, thanks to someone who told me something very important the day before exam, gave me motivation to study. Thanks a lot!!

Na ya, still have a long way to go,
wish my final result will be better.

AS result is out!! I screwed my stupid freakin chemistry!!

BIOLOGY A
MATHEMATICS A
CHEMISTRY B
THINKING SKILLS B

WHAT THE HELL!!!

i knew it!!!
i got that bad feeling when i saw the test paper!
stupid!!!
i want A for chem!!!

alright, B for Thinking skills is already expected, nothing to say.

I SCREWED MY CHEM!!!

HATE IT!!!!!

hope my parents are not disappointed...
they din say anything... nothing...

maybe i'll resit for that subject...

IELTS test

had my listening reading and writing test this morning

that freaking woman(one of the invigilator),
okay, she is trying very hard to do her job,
babbling around telling us what we should do again and again, which i think is fine...
but when we're having listening test, she cut plastic bags right in front of me,
so instead of the answers, i heard a lot of plastic sounds, she make me missed 2 answers!!!
i was getting frustrated till there is that Arab guy who actually "hey!" her.
then only she knew that she's disturbing us and stop whatever she's doing.

reading test was fine, managed to concentrate and finish everything within 1 hour

writing test however, is a bit hard...
didn't write essay for 3 years, can't really write now...
think my essay was a bit too short...
whatever! just give them what i have and see what band score i can get la!

so IELTS is over now, tomorrow my AS result will be out.
lets hope it won't be too bad...

A2 trial starts at 27th August, so i'll have to study really hard,
haiz... can't really concentrate on studying last few weeks,
have to work hard now...